| 從來不喜歡將感情事放在這裡
也不愛找人傾訴
但我實在找不到宣洩的途徑
我的痛有誰明白?
我在哭有誰聽到? 幸好我還有弟兄姊妹
一位在香港十世沒有聯絡的弟兄
看到我的msn竟主動問候我
實在令我受寵若驚
心中不停在問... 那你呢?
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| After reading the note, I hope you get what I mean n' what I want.
It wasn't intended to push you or put any pressure on you.
I just wanted you to know my feelings and the problems that I think we've been having.
All these have been in my mind for so long, I just couldn't keep it any longer. There were nights where I fell into deep frustration and disappointment
and my pillow was the only one who wiped my tears.
I always imagine you would come and put your arms around me,
but it never happened.
Imagination is the only way I use to lift myself up from the deep sorrow.
And I'm glad it works, though these feelings keep coming back.
We've been living together in the same house for more than 3 years,
but I feel the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger.
You are so close and yet so far that I could barely reach.
Sometimes I feel like a beggar, begging you for kisses, hugs and love.
I know it sounds pathetic but I do feel that.
I've been trying hard to do things for you and hoped you'd be touched,
and show me some affection.
But I don't think I have too much of a success.
What more can I do?
I don't need any "smart goals".
All I'm asking is more communication between us,
and help me get out of my imaginary world.
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| 今日自己揸車出 Liverpool
總算有驚無險
去冇問題但返就.....
o係Liverpool不停兜o黎兜去
兜o左半個幾鐘
先搵到條似樣d o既路
明明o係whereis.com print埋directions
但係都可以唔識行
點解我可以路盲成咁?!
唉~~~~~~~~ |
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